| Friday, October 2nd, 2009 |
| 11:28 pm |
Mediamaksu.
Kalevan mukaan Yle-maksu tulee käyttöön vuonna 2012 eikä kukaan saa siitä vapautusta. TERVETULOA ÄÄRIOIKEISTOLAIS-SUOMEEN!! TÄÄLLÄ ON RIKKAIDEN HYVÄ ELÄÄ! <3 Minusta ainakin tämä on erittäin reilua. Robin Hoodkin näin teki aikoinaan, vei köyhiltä ja antoi rikkaille vai menikö se toisin päin...? Ihanaa kun jotkut katsovat pummilla televisiota niin meidän rehellisten televisiottomien persnahasta nekin rahat revitään mediamaksun muodossa. Kun muutin pois vanhempieni luota kaksi vuotta sitten niin tietoisesti jätin hankkimatta digiboxin koska minulla ei ollut varaa maksaa TV-lupia. Kaksi vuotta olen selvinnyt ilman TV-lähetyksiä, eikä ole tullut ikävä. Nyt rikkaat ihmiset siemailevat shamppanjaa kaviaarin kanssa TV-vastaanottimiensa äärellä ja kauhistelevat kuinka heitä riistetään. Kaikki TV:n omistajat eivät maksa lupamaksuja! Ja koska budjettirahoitus tai valvonnan kiristäminen olisivat liian reiluja keinoja niin on kehitetty MEDIAMAKSU. Nykyisessä järjestelmässä TV-lupa maksaa 224 euroa vuodessa kun taas mediamaksu tulisi olemaan 175 euroa. Siinähän säästää, ajattelee TV-luvan omistaja. Siltähän se näyttää. Mutta millä hinnalla? Mediamaksu tulisi kaikkien maksettavaksi, yksi mediamaksu per talous. Suurinta säästöä saa suuri perhe, jossa televisioita on useampia ja TV-lupaa on muutenkin maksettu. Paskimmassa tilanteessa ovat yksin asuvat pienituloiset ja erityisesti opiskelijat. Eihän 14,6 euroa kuussa ole iso summa? Voin sanoa että köyhälle se on iso raha. Suomessa opiskelijat elävät EU:n köyhyysrajan alapuolella. Tiedän itsekin opiskelijoita, jotka joka kuukausi joutuvat venyttämään penniä niin pitkälle kuin venyy ja vähän pidemmällekin. Joka kuussa on mietittävä että minkä laskun sitä tässä kuussa uskaltaisi jättää maksamatta ettei tule ulosottomies tai häätö. Näin on jokaisella opiskelijalla, joka asuu omillaan ilman vanhempiensa rahallista tukea. 175 euroa on opiskelijalle kolmen kuukauden ruokaraha. Minusta on jotenkin kohtuutonta vaatia toista paastoamaan neljäsosan vuodesta pystyäkseen maksamaan palvelusta, jota ei käytä, jotta hyvätuloiset voisivat töllöttää televisiota halvemmalla. Maksun suuruus voi poiketa suuntaan tai toiseen 10-15 euroa. Vuodessa. Se ei vieläkään köyhän persettä paljoa lämmitä. Minusta on reilua, että Ylen työntekijät saavat tekemästään työstään palkkaa, mutta jos se tehdään vähävaraisten televisiottomien kustannuksella niin IMEKÄÄHÄN PASKAA. Suomen kansa sanoo: http://paakirjoitus.blogit.kauppalehti.fi/2009/08/19/mediamaksu-tyrmattiin-taysin/ Ps. Tämä puhe Ylen radio- ja nettipalvelujen sisältymisestä maksuun on täyttä paskaa. Jos ostaa CD-soittimen niin mistähän saa sellaisen, jossa ei radiota tule mukana? Tai kännykän? Nettiäkin moni tarvitsee töihin ja opiskeluun ja laskujenkin maksaminen on tuskallisen hankalaa muuten kuin netin kautta. Netistä täytyy muutenkin maksaa. Pps. Ei tule mediamaksua voimaan 2012 jos se minusta on kiinni. Jos suunnitelmaa ei laiteta jäihin ennen sitä, niin en maksa. Voivat tunkea mediamaksunsa syvälle äärioikeistolaisnatsiperseisiinsä. Levittäkää sanaa. Kiitos. Current Mood:  angry |
| Sunday, September 27th, 2009 |
| 10:20 pm |
Epiphany
Today we ended up in a car together with one of my best friends for several hours. We had a nice chat, we talked about everything, random meaningless shit and also more meaningful stuff. We came into a conclusion about jealousy. We are both pretty possessive about the people we love so we get jealous about them pretty easily. I do especially in a relationship about the other person. This has always been my problem and my problem only because I never show my jealousy, I can't take the other person's freedom away when I need to have my own freedom and space too... But I realized the pain is not just something you should learn to deal with. Taking another person's freedom is not the right way to deal with it either. She told me she believed that the way your parents have treated you in your childhood is the key ingredient to your present jealousy in your relationships. And it made sense. Her case was pretty obvious. The middle child. I first thought there was nothing of the sort behind all this in my case but I guess I had just been telling myself that and it wasn't quite true. I often felt a little inferior to my little sister. She was prettier and better in music than me but more importantly she was better at school. Our parents were proud of her and complained about my grades though they were decent. I know it was not the case but I sometimes felt like they loved her more than me. I never showed people if I were jealous because I felt like I was not justified to feel jealousy. I always hid it. But the pain was always there when someone I loved was really close to someone else too. I guess it got a little worse when my first love dumped me for another girl. I was very angry. I was angry at him for not being able to love me for who I am, flaws and all, like I was able to love him. I didn't blame myself but I got a little paranoid. What if he's not the only one? What if other people don't like the way I am either? What if who I really am is too much for them to handle? And for the second one I fell in love with it was too. I wasn't perfect. I'm proud, I speak my mind, I need protection and reassurance, I can't handle being shouted at, I'm sometimes a control freak, I'm too independent, I'm not independent enough, I'm demanding and prone to melancholy. And that's just the beginning of the list. I want to show people who I really am and be myself proudly but I too am insecure sometimes. I'm far from perfect but I try my best. And when I see someone I love with someone else I might think what if her best is better than my best. What if my flaws are too much for my loved ones to handle? There's always something in me that other people don't know yet. What if they're the things that would make me worse in their eyes? That's why I want to tell people everything about me. So I can tell if they are able to love me. Flaws and all. Current Music: Stella |
| Tuesday, August 18th, 2009 |
| 9:38 pm |
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| Monday, July 27th, 2009 |
| 9:41 pm |
Long time no update..
I'm in Australia!!! With Taryn, in Port Augusta. We came to PA today, when I came to Australia on Wednesday we stayed in Adelaide. I spent Tuesday in Tokyo, this week I've been shopping like CRAZY! I've been meeting Taryn's relatives and friends, all the Australians have been super friendly. I go now spend time with them bye! <3 Current Mood:  happy |
| Sunday, May 3rd, 2009 |
| 1:57 am |
Baby, that's just me.
"Then I had a thought: maybe I didn't break Big. Maybe the problem was he couldn't break me. Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they need to run free until they find someone just as wild to run with." -Carrie, Sex and the City Current Mood:  okayCurrent Music: Demi Lovato--La la land |
| Saturday, May 2nd, 2009 |
| 10:51 pm |
I had fun with 1st year friends from school. Four of them came over and we watched movies and just had a good time. Went to a children's park in the middle of the night to play. :D Current Music: Röyksopp--Happy Up Here |
| Tuesday, April 28th, 2009 |
| 8:37 pm |
Jesus Christ
I... Finished high school. I just did the last missing things and now I'm free, I just have to go to the graduation ceremony, oh God thank you!!! I'm FREEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! ..ish. Mum was pleased. Current Mood:  ecstaticCurrent Music: Club For Five |
| Sunday, April 26th, 2009 |
| 6:14 pm |
Yesterday was a great day. I hung out with narutards and in the evening went to Omake's meeting to watch anime. I loved meeting friends and fun people for a long time. Meeting Minja and all. Catching up. It was fun. Today I went to see two movies because I had two movie tickets that were about to expire. I went to see Last chance Harvey and Monsters vs. Aliens. They were both pretty good and cute movies. First time I went to see a 3D movie. It was cool but the glasses were a little uncomfortable. The boy I like rejected me. He said he couldn't be in a long distance relationship. I accept that. Maybe it's better this way. Maybe. I don't know. I haven't quite decided yet. Current Mood:  Dunno. |
| Thursday, April 23rd, 2009 |
| 9:41 pm |
Sigh.
I've been working now that I have no school left. It's not a very interesting job but I get paid. It's cool. I'm saving money to SHOP in Australia!!! Taryn, I'm coming for you! I failed the biology test. That sucks, especially because I MUST pass that course now. I've talked with the teacher and she's given me some stuff to do so I can pass but I'm so pissed off because I don't know what went wrong! I know the stuff that was asked in the test! I even re-studied it from my sister's book today... And I had known all that stuff WTF how can I fail??? Something else went wrong today too. I stepped on the scales. I weight 69,6 kilos. Not good. My ideal weight is over 70 kilos and I intend to keep it that way! I will start eating now, I promise! My dad bought me some food so now I actually have something to eat here.. I've lost over four kilos in less than a month!!! NOOOO!!! On a brighter note. I went to see my cousin's new apartment and cat today and loved them both. The apartment is big, clean and cheap. Hot. Kitty cat's really sweet, he's the nicest and the most beautiful cat I've met. Love him.<3 And my cousin. She's my favourite relative, we're the same age and used to be the bestest friends when we were kids. I seriously have a crush on this one person. I never thought this could happen so soon after Konsta and I broke up but it did. I'm still a bit paranoid but enjoying the feeling of infatuation.<3 Oh! Almost forgot. Yesterday Minna and I carried Mert's hairspray bottle to my apartment from his... FUCK it was uncomfortable!! Minna had the heavier part and I had the one you couldn't get a proper grip from. A two meter hairspray bottle. I love it though. Mert couldn't take it to Tampere with him so I gave it a new home. Current Music: Stella |
| Sunday, April 19th, 2009 |
| 10:05 pm |
Today I had a nice long chat with Taryn. It was nice to talk with her about all that have been happening.. The drama and confusion and all. Bad timing sucks... I like him and he likes me but I'm not ready for a new relationship yet. Seriously. Two weeks is not enough time for a broken heart to heal. |
| Wednesday, April 15th, 2009 |
| 5:58 pm |
Life sucks and then you wish to die.
When Konsta left I was upset. I was mad at him for giving up and it felt like our engagement meant nothing to him. I was sad and stopped eating. Well, not stopped but I ate one or two meals a day only when I was so hungry it was getting painful. This lasted less than a week but during that time I lost a few kilos. I’ve gained a little weight back now though. I guess my head turned on the happy mode and made me forget that I felt miserable so I would eat again. Happy mode didn’t last that long, actually it ended last night at Unna’s party when everyone was going to bed. I realized I wasn’t a happy single girl but a sad person who had just been dumped by the boy she thought she would spent the rest of her life with. I did the same mistake I did the last time my heart got broken: I tried to move on too fast. A heart needs time to heal. Last time it took six months and now because of my happy mode I thought six days would do. Guess what? It didn’t. Poor guy. I guess I left him pretty confused by first fiercely making out with him and then sobbing in his arms. No, I’m not talking about Konsta and I don’t think you even need to know who I am talking about. But he’s a great guy and he will be loved. But not by this heart, at least not now that it’s shattered in pieces. Everybody deserves more than that. I’ll be all right. I’ll just wait for my heart to heal and stay out of relationshits until I’m ready. Current Mood:  sad |
| Wednesday, April 8th, 2009 |
| 2:41 pm |
I'm still alive if you're wondering.
It's been some time since I wrote here properly. And now I would like to apologize. I've been neglecting my friends a lot lately. I haven't really contacted anyone and haven't considered their feelings. I've ignored phone calls and messages. I've been really tired. The school has taken all energy out of me but IT'S ALL OVER NOW!!!! No school for me no more. At least not that school. So now I'll start probably meeting people again and remembering what a human face actually looked like. Go easy on me. I know I haven't been a great friend for many people lately. Konsta and I broke up. It's been a while that everything hasn't gone that well and he couldn't take it. I think I'm ok. I mean of course it sucks to be engaged to someone you love and think it will last forever and then it doesn't. But it's better this way. I could have never ended it myself. The night after that I spent with Mert. We had an angst night with dr. Ben and dr. Jerry. Love them. Two following nights I spent with Krista and John. We played Twilight drinking game with them. John drunk Coke but Krista and I were pretty waisted because we had to drink every time: 1. Bella's annoying 2.Bella is angsty 3. There's a model pose 4. There's a slow motion 5. Edward looks handsome. And Edward looked handsome all the time. Good movie btw. I'm reading the book now. Ps. I got me a great dress for my graduation party.<3 |
| Thursday, March 12th, 2009 |
| 12:27 pm |
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| 12:16 pm |
Ha ha, Konsta's been to two of our family parties and still loves me! He truly is the love of my life. :'D I had Finnish matriculation exam on monday and psychology yesterday... God, it was painful! Writing for 6 fucking hours! By the end of the exams my hand was stuck on the writing position! For real! |
| Wednesday, February 25th, 2009 |
| 9:44 am |
To stress or not to stress..?
I found an apartment!!!!! Finally! It's on good location, in Tuira. It's pretty cheap and in good condition and there's a store across the street. It's pretty small though but there's a lot of storage. AND I can do laundry there.<3 But the freezer there... It's PATHETIC. I've seen matchboxes bigger than that. I'm trying to think positive and stop stressing about school. It will all be over in three months. Goosefraba. Current Mood:  relaxed..ish. |
| Monday, January 26th, 2009 |
| 12:40 pm |
I was feeling a bit blue today... Konsta's was acting like an asshole from last night until lunch. Then he got tobacco from someone. More than the awful stench or the taste of a smoker's kiss or the fact that tobacco KILLS I hate the way an addict acts when he hasn't got his cigarettes. If you think women go psycho on pms you haven't met a smoker who's out of cigarettes. That's just sick. The worst thing is that he isn't even allowed to buy cigarettes because he's only 16. And I don't buy poison to people. I love him but sometimes I just want to strangle him. So because I have a long free period I decided to go home to do something and so I could get some privacy. I've had too much social activity. Too many people everywhere I go. And now at my place there practically lives four people. Formally only me and Iiris but practically also my fiance Konsta and Iiris' girlfriend. Luckily Iiris and her are nocturnal. Anyway.. Before I went home I bought Jordin Sparks CD because I was a bit sad and because it's a good CD. Though I'm supposed to save money I just figured I should at times act like a responsible Finnish citizen and keep my country's economy going. Yea right. Someone once asked me why I wrote here in English instead of my native language Finnish. I told her I did it to practice English, which was the reason back then. The reason why I still write in English is different. My English has improved majorly by now and of course you need constant practice to maintain the skill but I could get that practice elsewhere too. I have a special person across the globe who doesn't speak Finnish very well yet. I want her to know what's going on here. I love you Taryn. I miss you. I want you back here. <3 Current Mood: a bit blueCurrent Music: Jordin Sparks |
| Thursday, January 15th, 2009 |
| 12:34 am |
Yay
I called a place..... And I'm gonna start taking singing lessons. :D Yay! I wonder which should I do for a living... Fly airplanes or sing? Current Music: Mozart |
| Sunday, January 4th, 2009 |
| 5:39 pm |
Happy new year!
On Christmas I took Konsta to meet my family... My WHOLE family. Grandparents, uncles, aunts, cousins, everybody. It all went pretty well considering that on Christmas eve Konsta met about 35 relatives of mine. Happy new year, guys. Love ya. <3 Current Mood:  blank |
| Friday, December 12th, 2008 |
| 12:57 pm |
CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!
Christmas is coming!!!!!<3<3<3 We've got a plastic tree here that we decorated and I cleaned the apartment and all is nice and clean and christmasy!! And I love you all. And I feel like composing.<3 Current Mood:  artistic |
| Saturday, November 29th, 2008 |
| 10:09 pm |
Love you, aussie.
I'm sad. I've been in Helsinki since thursday morning and shopping and meeting nice people's been wonderful but the reason I'm here is sad. Taryn left. I came here with her by train, went shopping and clubbing with her and all that.. This afternoon I went to see her off at the airport. I've been crying a lot these past few days. I mean not seeing her in six months is a long time.. She's one of my top three people. I love that person. She's always been there for me. I can trust her no matter what happens. In the beginning of summer I'll go and meet her in Australia. My parents promised to pay me there as my graduation gift. After that she'll come with me back to Finland and hopefully get her visa this time. I'll be going home tomorrow. Alone by train. Current Mood: sad |
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